Trapped

This pain encloses me
It surrounds me and locks me in
How do I get out
When nobody cares
Will all these emotions smother me
Or will they just fade away
What is expected of me
When I can’t understand what’s happening to me
What should I do
When nothing’s at hand
Drowning in my own tears
I look for an escape
Deadly waters
Thrashing about
Blood
Hot white pain
Black…
Endless black…
Endlessness……